i'm empty. and hollow. and i don't know what's real and what's a dream anymore. for all that i know, i could be dreaming right this second and have no idea what's going on. i feel like i'm living in a movie. i'm from the outside looking in, and i see myself typing this words and looking confused. it's such a hopeless feeling, because i can't do anything to change it. everything's demure and dark and i hate it. i hate not knowing who i am anymore and not having you to tell me i'm yours, because i am , just as you're mine. all-ways. again and again.